tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-70092391107190657902012-01-06T16:04:10.160+08:00SiNChaNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07096874569859345238noreply@blogger.comBlogger171100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7009239110719065790.post-71940344929737536642012-01-06T14:51:00.007+08:002012-01-06T16:04:10.189+08:00<span class="Apple-style-span"><br /><b>企鹅，</b><br />有那么一次在晚上，你问过我，我的爱情观究竟是如何的?<br />为什么我喜欢你的同时却又希望你尽快找到属于你的幸福?<br />很简单吖企鹅</span><span class="Apple-style-span">.. 因为，我真的比谁都清楚知道，我跟你的距离太远了..<br />我们在生活上，除了讯息，都没有什么往来..<br />这样的我，怎么可能带给你幸福?<br />我说我开始动摇是真的，因为我真的有想过我是不是可以让你幸福的人，<div>不过我还是没有继续想，因为不可能的不可能就是不可能..<br /><br />你变成回忆，至少还有我在等你么.. 可以的话，你不可以变成回忆，<br />就算我们彼此之间都没有共同的回忆，但对我来说，<br /></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span"><div>回忆都属于逝去的记忆，你还在，就不能成为回忆。</div><div><br /></div><div>曾几何时，我想得越来越多..</div><div>想到有一天如果你有事了，出血过多，</div><div>我在幻想我是不是可以当场把我的血输给你?<br />很没常理，不过我还是觉得可以一试，</div><div>就算会被你说什么，我也不在乎，因为最重要的是，你还活着..</div><div><br /></div><div>我又想到有一天，如果你真的还没成为新娘就离开了，</div><div>也就是你说成为回忆的那一天，我会很后悔，很遗憾，</div><div>为什么可以给你幸福的人还没在你在生时来到?<br />我又想了很多，甚至想到普通人根本想不到的事..<br />我在想，冥婚。</div><div>我真的很想，你有一个名分..</div><div>我不想让你还没体会到爱情的美好就离开..</div><div>可是，你依然离开了的话，我也不能做什么。</div><div>但是，你是否愿意嫁给我，即使是冥婚?<br />我想，是谁都会反对，只要是在生的人。</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span"><div>可是，我不后悔。</div><div>就算你觉得我只是想把你占有，即使你已经不在了..</div><div>可是你不知道，我会被回忆束缚，</div><div>我早就认定，除了你，现在我根本就没打算让任何人当我的新娘。</div><div>即使你已经离开，我还是坚持如此。</div><div>别说我傻，我用情从来不懂得转弯。</div><div>没有其他比你更值得我对她好的人。</div><div><br /></div><div>所以我才说，我的爱情观越变越奇怪了..</div><div>任何人眼中都很荒谬吧。</div><div>我却觉得，即使你是我不存在的情人，</div><div>我却可以想象到，冥婚后，即使你不在我身边，</div><div>我却可以感觉到你随时随地都在我身边，</div><div>骂着我大便的样子，细心温柔的好妈妈，</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span"><div>温良贤淑的好妻子，除了你，我已经找不到任何女生可以胜任这个位置。</div><div>即使那时你真的并不存在，可是回忆和想象会让你存在我的眼中，</div><div>虽然是有点自欺欺人，我还是觉得幸福的，</div><div>因为那不是别人，而是只有你才可以让我又归属的感觉..<br /><br />你换成了7龙珠的图像，是不是意味着你看过我的墙了?<br />我不知道，也不知道你是否也看到了我在情忆点点留言的，<br /><br /></div><div>主动久了会很累，在乎久了会崩溃，<br />付出就了会后退，思念就了会心碎。</div><div><br /></div><div>这个不是在说我现在的爱情观.. 只是纯粹分享而已..<br />我还是在等待着的，我没这么容易打退堂鼓呐~<br /><br /></div><div>企鹅，哪天你看到这篇文章，应该只会觉得无聊而不是感动</div><div>吧，对不?<br />因为你说过你根本就不喜欢看密密麻麻的字体。</div><div><br /></div><div>新的一年，你要好好照顾自己，别让自</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span"><div>己的健康出红灯，</div><div>也要确保自己平安，多喝水，要盖被。</div><div>给你的虹天鹅还好不好? 有点想念她呢.. 你几时才会给我看她美美的照片?<br />你可要善待她，她身上可有给你的7种祝福：<br /><br /><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);" class="Apple-style-span">幸福</span>，<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);" class="Apple-style-span">开心</span>，<span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" class="Apple-style-span">常笑</span>，<span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);" class="Apple-style-span">自爱</span>，<span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);" class="Apple-style-span">好</span></span></i></b><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);" class="Apple-style-span"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span">睡</span></span></i></b></span><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span">，<span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);" class="Apple-style-span">健康</span>，<span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);" class="Apple-style-span">平安</span>~</span></span></i></b><br /><br /></div><div>但愿这7个祝福真的围绕在你身上，永不离开你..<br /><b><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);" class="Apple-style-span">企鹅</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"> </span></b>噢，考试要加油，<br />我想你现在温习着的 Building 应该很很很难吧..<br />我想我没办法面对面告诉你的三个字，</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span"><div>只能在这里说吧..<br /><b style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span class="Apple-style-span">我爱你</span></b>，安~ ^^</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); "><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" 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src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-3UAnT8r_2VM/TwalrGLQvwI/AAAAAAAAAB0/n7fNps091EM/s320/%25E5%25B8%258C%25E6%259C%259B%25E8%2583%25BD%25E6%259C%2589%25E4%25B8%2580%25E4%25B8%25AA%25E4%25BA%25BA%25E3%2580%2581%25E8%25AF%25BB%25E6%2587%2582%25E6%2588%2591%25E7%259A%2584%25E5%25BF%2583%25E3%2580%2582%25E5%258F%25AA%25E8%25A6%2581%25E8%25BF%2598%25E7%2588%25B1%25E7%259D%2580%25E4%25B8%2580%25E4%25B8%25AA%25E4%25BA%25BA%25EF%25BC%258C%25E7%25AD%2589%25E5%25BE%2585%25E5%25B0%25B1%25E6%2598%25AF%25E5%2580%25BC%25E5%25BE%2597%25E7%259A%2584%25E2%2580%25A6.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5694420938667376386" style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 244px; " border="0" /></a></span></span><div style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span"><b><i>希望能有一个人能读懂我的心，<br />只要还爱着一个人，<br />等待就是值得的..</i></b></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7009239110719065790-7194034492973753664?l=sozaisinchan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>SiNChaNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07096874569859345238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7009239110719065790.post-3581094287654309452011-11-11T02:04:00.002+08:002011-11-11T02:41:42.293+08:00企鹅，我何时开始依赖上你了?<div>明明对自己说了，我们维持这样的关系就足够了。</div><div>我却还是越来越依赖你了。</div><div><br /></div><div>总觉得我的故事在你面前都没有完结的一天呢。</div><div>对你坦白，我恨爱。</div><div>用第三者角度说你。</div><div>我都知道，我没勇气去说爱你。</div><div>我说了，我也许只是喜欢，不是爱。</div><div>你问我，爱和喜欢分别在哪?</div><div>我答：爱是包括伴的身边人。喜欢是纯粹的一个人。</div><div><br /></div><div>你说，你没有对象，没有可以令你为爱改变的人。</div><div>我从来没期待我可以是你的对象。</div><div>不过，你懒惰，我还真看不出来。</div><div>别怪自己，懒惰是谁都会的。</div><div>至少，我比你懒。</div><div><br /></div><div>你问我，有喜欢的对象但是没想过像和她在一起么?</div><div>我回你，那女孩说过没喜欢的对象。</div><div>你再说，有很多事情都会改变的... </div><div>这一句，是你犹豫了么?</div><div>也许我已经存在你心里的那么一个小角落，我不贪心，这就够了。</div><div><br /></div><div>你说我，有极端的想法，不好。</div><div>我回你，不是爱就是恨。</div><div>你再说，不是爱，可以是别的，别恨。</div><div>你要我，想办法爱自己，不恨自己。</div><div>你又说，有多少人想被爱，都没有。</div><div><br /></div><div>你问我，我喜欢她是改变自己的途径，改变什么?</div><div>我回你，积极的人生观。</div><div>我活着，是因为责任感。</div><div><br /></div><div>我要你，等我一等。</div><div>你骂我，假话精。</div><div>我特地，去翻找我画过的画，加上一些字祝所有人 11.11.11 快乐。</div><div>真正的用意，其实是我想对你说， 谢谢你，企鹅。</div><div>你说，penguin 写得很随便，要多练习。</div><div><br /></div><div>你说我祝你快乐无聊，可能也像我一样，不求另一半。</div><div>确实，我真的很想看你穿婚纱那天。</div><div>你说，很难说。对爱的感觉麻木了。</div><div><br /></div><div>我认了，我真的...?</div><div>这里是你知道我认我喜欢你，还是..?</div><div>我说我不适合你，你说其实没适合不适合，都随缘。</div><div><br /></div><div>我可不可以自私一点，要你在我还在生的时候披婚纱?</div><div>对不起，谢谢你。对不起。</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7009239110719065790-358109428765430945?l=sozaisinchan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>SiNChaNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07096874569859345238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7009239110719065790.post-78189521214524158582011-11-03T01:09:00.005+08:002011-11-03T10:03:48.524+08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-xAEAW-Wb_RM/TrGJtQmKeeI/AAAAAAAAABc/rpXHAI3tSQM/s1600/%25E5%25A6%2582%25E6%259E%259C%25E5%258F%25AF%25E4%25BB%25A5%25EF%25BC%258C%25E6%259C%2589%25E8%25B0%2581%25E6%2584%25BF%25E6%2584%258F%25E5%2581%259A%25E5%25B0%258F%25E7%258B%2597%25E5%2591%25A2T%255ET.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"></a>呼, 闲话不多说, 单刀直入吧。 我对你这么说。<div><br /></div><div>说让你有心理准备其实是不需要的, 因为我早就准备好了。</div><div><br /></div><div>只不过，顺序似乎被我搞错了。</div><div><br /></div><div>我应该先让你看图画再说。</div><div><br /></div><div>告白，其实只是试探性想知道你是怎么看我而已。</div><div><br /></div><div>人都是自私的，我不例外。我的好奇心真的就在今晚到了高峰。</div><div><br /></div><div>你说：你也不是笨笨的女生，也察觉得到。</div><div><br /></div><div>也对，有哪个人会无聊到每次找异性讯息。</div><div>那个人就是我。</div><div><br /></div><div>我其实真的没有要告白，如果我要告白，绝对会在90%把握以上才做。</div><div>或许，我知道我的朋友很少，我才会依赖和你的联系。</div><div><br /></div><div>要断绝着联系，这方法不会很坏。</div><div>因为我知道，我孤立自己，我会更自立，更有想法，也会更脆弱。</div><div><br /></div><div>我脆弱的那面只有我知道，不会让任何人知道，包括你。</div><div><br /></div><div>我的秘密可以让你知道，也大概只能让你知道。</div><div>因为我知道，我们的关系大概就只剩 1年 时间。</div><div><br /></div><div>1年后，你有你的生活， 我也不能如常讯息你。</div><div>喜欢你是真的。</div><div><br /></div><div>不过爱不是可以对任何人说的，我对你这么说过。</div><div><br /></div><div>我跟你说了，我的愿望是希望可以看到喜欢的人披婚纱幸福的样子。</div><div>你问我：巨蟹座很专一不是么</div><div>我不敢正面答你，因为我专一着的对象就是你。</div><div>所以我说我喜欢的女生很多。</div><div><br /></div><div>你又再问我：最新喜欢的女生是谁?</div><div>我也不敢正面答你，只说了对不起。</div><div>因为我说不出就是你。</div><div>你其实知道么? 你是真的不知道么?</div><div>我不知道，因为我真的不想在试探下去了。</div><div>伤可以痊愈，却残留疤痕。</div><div><br /></div><div>似乎，我还以为你不会在意我开的这个玩笑。</div><div>果然，我棋艺不好，总是走错一步棋，女王就没了。</div><div><br /></div><div>最后你再问我：</div><div>你喜欢她的什么?</div><div><br /></div><div>我想回避，你却说你要睡了，我避不了。</div><div>“甜美的笑容”</div><div>你说原来是甜美型。</div><div>可是我喜欢的并非甜美型。</div><div>是平易近人型。</div><div><br /></div><div>你在说的时候，你有没有发现你的图片，就是我所说的那“甜美的笑容”?</div><div><br /></div><div>我果然冲过头了，最近都觉得事情很顺利，才做了这么一个玩笑。</div><div>其实我只是想要你可以笑。</div><div><br /></div><div>不过，今晚我应该让你失落了。</div><div>我的确不适合你。</div><div><br /></div><div>你还说了，你也是个单身的女生。</div><div>我清楚不过，所以才想让你尽快找到可以让你幸福的男人。</div><div>在我的这一年之内，不过恐怕有点难。</div><div>我怕你伤，但我知道，你伤了也不会找我。</div><div>你还有自己的朋友。</div><div>你的世界不只有我，还有很多人。</div><div>我的世界不只有你，但你比很多人重要。</div><div><br /></div><div>我心是愧疚的，不过用语文显示出来的情感远远不足我想表达的。</div><div>愧疚到想流泪。</div><div><br /></div><div>你说过我压抑，是吧。我承认。</div><div>我还在赎罪，还在等待一个永远等不到的人。</div><div>所以对我来说，我没有享受的资格。</div><div>我只能用自己的时间，但我不能拖累别人的时间。</div><div><br /></div><div>你曾反问我，有没有把你当朋友。</div><div>我不清楚，我们的关系是朋友，还是其他。</div><div>或许我只当你是个聆听人。</div><div>其实我也想听你的故事。</div><div>不过你不说，我也不问。</div><div>我的故事很沉闷，要说得生动，对我是考验，对你是乐趣。</div><div>所以我愿意接受这个考验。</div><div><br /></div><div>喜欢到无法自拔，我却不想干扰你的私生活。</div><div>距离对我而言太遥远了。</div><div>我没有自信让你幸福。</div><div>所以，我真正想看的，是你披婚纱的模样。</div><div>其她的女生我也想看，但不及你。</div><div>因为你就是我现在喜欢的女生。</div><div><br /></div><div>我不敢夸海口，以后也会喜欢你。</div><div>时间始终可以冲淡一切。</div><div>所以以后再也没说的机会，现在说了，我不遗憾了。</div><div>专一么? 我不想说这个词可以套在我身上。</div><div>不过我多么希望天天可以看到你，</div><div>甚至连其她路过的女生我也不想去看。</div><div>因为我的思绪有你在，其她的只占小部分而已。</div><div><br /></div><div>始终，我还是卖弄文字在行。</div><div>写出来的，你大概不信是真的。</div><div>不过该真的时候我会真。</div><div>我的自制力强，也弱。</div><div>强在管理我的事，弱在面对你之时。</div><div><br /></div><div>我说不出我是真的喜欢你，还是抽象的喜欢你。</div><div>没有把握的事，我都不想做。</div><div>所以我真的很想，</div><div>可以和你牵个手， 拥抱一会， 背对背坐在草地上吹吹风。</div><div>那就是我想要的幸福。</div><div><br /></div><div>我知道，我不能把自己的一套歪理强塞在任何人身上，</div><div>每个人都有自己的想法。</div><div><br /></div><div>所以，我所说的每一句对不起，是真的。</div><div>场面用语我都用 sorry lo, paiseh。</div><div>面对你，我不敢说假的对不起。</div><div><br /></div><div>你说，我们不是神，都会犯错。你错在好奇心重。</div><div>其实，是我的错。</div><div>我犯的错太多了，挽回不了。</div><div>所以，造就我现在绝不允许犯错的性格。</div><div>只有把犯错减到最低，我才会心安理得。</div><div>可能我一开始就错了。</div><div>错在我读中六，错在我读大学，错在我认识你。</div><div>错在我喜欢上你。</div><div><br /></div><div>你说，过去的事就让它过去，别想太多。</div><div>我对你说，镜子的裂痕弥补不了。</div><div>你说，再买一个新的镜子。</div><div>问题是，我们的关系还能从零开始?</div><div><br /></div><div>可能，今晚的你会带着很多思绪去睡。</div><div>是我污染了你的心灵。</div><div>只想再对你说，对不起。</div><div>我不期待你可以原谅，你遇见我的尴尬场面会如何。</div><div><br /></div><div>就如我现在听着的这首歌，正正说中我的心情：</div><div><div><br /></div><div>※张信哲--别怕我伤心※</div><div><br /></div><div>好久没有你的信</div><div>好久没有人陪我谈心</div><div>怀念你柔情似水的眼睛</div><div>是我天空最美丽的星星</div><div>异乡的午夜特别冷清</div><div>一个男人和一颗热切的心</div><div>不知在远方的你是否能感应</div><div><br /></div><div>我从来不敢给你任何诺言</div><div>是因为我知道我们太年轻</div><div>你追求的是一种浪漫感觉</div><div>还是那不必负责任的热情</div><div>心中的话到现在才对你表明</div><div>不知道你是否会因此而清醒</div><div>让身在远方的我不必为你担心</div><div><br /></div><div>一颗爱你的心</div><div>时时刻刻为你转不停</div><div>我的爱也曾经 深深温暖你的心灵</div><div>你和他之间是否已经有了真感情</div><div>别隐瞒 对我说 别怕我伤心</div><div><br /></div><div>好久没有你的信</div><div>好久没有人陪我谈心</div><div>怀念你柔情似水的眼睛</div><div>是我天空最美丽的星星</div><div>异乡的午夜特别冷清</div><div>一个男人和一颗热切的心</div><div>不知在远方的你是否能感应</div><div><br /></div><div>我从来不敢给你任何诺言</div><div>是因为我知道我们太年轻</div><div>你追求的是一种浪漫感觉</div><div>还是那不必负责任的热情</div><div>心中的话到现在才对你表明</div><div>不知道你是否会因此而清醒</div><div>让身在远方的我不必为你担心</div><div><br /></div><div>一颗爱你的心</div><div>时时刻刻为你转不停</div><div>我的爱也曾经 深深温暖你的心灵</div><div>你和他之间是否已经有了真感情</div><div>别隐瞒 对我说 别怕我伤心</div><div><br /></div><div>一颗爱你的心</div><div>时时刻刻为你转不停</div><div>我的爱也曾经 深深温暖你的心灵</div><div>你和他之间是否已经有了真感情</div><div>别隐瞒 对我说 别怕我伤心</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>---END---</div></div><div><br /></div><div>如果我们成为陌路人，我不怪你。</div><div>如果哪天我们还是很好的朋友，我应该会给你这部落格的网址。</div><div>如果我还喜欢你，我应该会默默祝福你。</div><div>如果我今晚对你做了什么，我扼杀了你少女的纯洁心灵。</div><div>如果我想对你说谎，我应该会这么做。</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); 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src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7009239110719065790-7818952121452415858?l=sozaisinchan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>SiNChaNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07096874569859345238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7009239110719065790.post-16051619061581558092011-07-17T00:58:00.003+08:002011-07-17T01:45:56.022+08:00半年了， 记叙的事蛮多， 却都在敷衍了事的心态下搁下了.. <div>回首自己当初的文采，跟如今相比早已不复如前，甚至怀疑那些曾经是我写过的么?<br /><div>只想说，现在的心情并非特别兴奋或难过，也不是相对任何人暗示些什么，</div><div>纯粹只想让自己给自己一个回忆与心情的记录。</div><div><br /></div><div>7月16日<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>晴</div><div>5SB Gang 约好了来个 Gathering，地点在南海海鲜家 （蛮远的）</div><div>出席人数麽.. 顶爷，fifi，teh，阿王，俊伟，丽雯，pin，芸，兴钟，忆望，庭忠，佩雯，</div><div>静怡，我.. 本来想约振财的，时间关系不方便就罢了..</div><div><br /></div><div>人啊，经过岁月的洗练与摧残，往往都会更上一层楼，唯独我增加的只有距离感.. 吃过海鲜后</div><div>再继下一摊: 大同花园的 Station 1 Cafe, 亦是阿tu parttime 的地方。</div><div><br /></div><div>一点点的酒不足以抒发些什么, 始终我给人的只有莫名冷漠的距离感。事事皆走得出可以理解</div><div>的画框外。</div><div><br /></div><div>我的心态就是 : 世事无绝对；任何事都有可能发生，哪怕是好事坏事喜事丑事。</div><div>不敢说我的好或不好经历比别人多，光是耳闻眼见亦足以触动心灵，</div><div>为别人的事而喜而悲，当然希望可以代替别人抵挡不好的事，好的事都发生在周围不幸运的人</div><div>身上。</div><div>我不会承认自己善良，我有的是虚伪的面具用来微笑。别人说我不要太勉强我自己，</div><div>我从不坚强，只会勉励自己去逞强；</div><div>我的脆弱只有自己知道，或许别人也看得出，我也不想太表面化自己是那么的脆弱。</div><div>我早就知道，动心不会带幸福给自己，所以我不付出，不想在自己的人生给与太多的沉痛打击。</div><div>至少，少了一个，我可以多自私一些，给自己的时间多一些。</div><div><br /></div><div>过去的情谊或许仍存在，我也只能淡淡的笑笑，说说。我知道，我是不会想话题的人。</div><div>所以沉默..</div><div><br /></div><div>再见，再谈，昔日眷恋之意早已退去，纯粹的只有衷心的祝福可以带幸福给<b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-size:13.5pt; line-height:115%;font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-family:宋体;mso-ansi-language:EN-MY; mso-fareast-language:ZH-CN;mso-bidi-language:AR-SA">妳</span></b>的人。</div><div><br /></div><div>好怪，我都有个坏习惯: 总希望看见爱慕的人披上婚纱面对镜头微笑的那最甜美一刻，</div><div>却希望我只是个来宾，望着可以令<b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-size:13.5pt; line-height:115%;font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-family:宋体;mso-ansi-language:EN-MY; mso-fareast-language:ZH-CN;mso-bidi-language:AR-SA">妳</span></b>幸福的那个人和<b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-size:13.5pt; line-height:115%;font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-family:宋体;mso-ansi-language:EN-MY; mso-fareast-language:ZH-CN;mso-bidi-language:AR-SA">妳</span></b>相厮相守到最后。</div><div>只因为，我从来不认为我可以把幸福带给任何人..</div><div><br /></div><div>真怪，怎么都会聊到我哼歌的从前。我早已没有心思去歌唱了。</div><div>再见你，只有那么一首歌在我脑海中不断歌奏:</div><div><br /></div><div>"<span class="Apple-style-span" ><b>You're Beautiful~ you're beautiful is true..</b></span>"</div><div><br /></div><div>或许哪天再见，可以看见<b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-size:13.5pt; line-height:115%;font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-family:宋体;mso-ansi-language:EN-MY; mso-fareast-language:ZH-CN;mso-bidi-language:AR-SA">妳</span></b>已经拥有了另一半的幸福笑容..</div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7009239110719065790-1605161906158155809?l=sozaisinchan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>SiNChaNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07096874569859345238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7009239110719065790.post-38675703034149137862010-11-29T20:04:00.002+08:002010-11-29T20:34:05.810+08:00Rain will never fall apart.. After rain is there any rainbow will appear?<br />For some people, there isn't any rainbow exist, just like there's only despair in their world..<br />For some people, rainbow is just a natural phenomena, nothing special..<br />For me, rain is use to console everyone's heart..<br /><br />Rain might caused flood, landslip and etc..<br />However, those are truth, inevitable disasters.. What else can we do about that?<br />It might be naive to just believe the rain can wash away any irritation,<br />and ignore about those victims of floods who really suffering because of continuous rain<br />is a selfish thinking, but in our heart how many people can we save even we worried about<br />the rain? I admit I'm not as great as other people who really work themselves to the<br />disaster region, and I can't do much about every death in this world, I only can, pray<br />those who left this world go freely without worry, and for those who suffering,<br />hope they can overcome their sadness as long as they keep living for their future.<br /><br />What else I can remember from rain? Yeah, is that day..<br />The day that really cry for our sadness, I'm grateful that the sky<br />also cried for us.. I knew, I can't keep fall myself into darkness..<br />So, rainy day might affected my mood, but I rather believe that rain is for joy,<br />is cleaning this world.. An umbrella is to to avoid from getting wet under rain,<br />but, my umbrella always reserve a slot for no one..<br />Nothing to get sad for, since there's no one worth for my arm to getting wet for now..<br /><br />This world, everything is contradictions. Since everyone is hoping not to getting alone and wanted a partner, but they only reserve their heart to somebody who will never be the one<br />in their life. If everyone realize, everyone is hoping for a hand to hold and a back to rely on,<br />but not for stranger, just for their ideal. Because of the ideal, everyone complaining they're still single. You do not open your heart to other people, how can they walk into your life?<br />Else everyone will not cross your life if your door is eternally closed.. I, myself also won't open my heart to all people because it's all depends. Worthy or not, I won't regret about it.<br />All is just in 1 word, trustworthiness..<br /><br />I couldn't deny I'm alone, but I'm not alone in my heart. I always believe of family, and also the one who always guarding me in my life.. The luckiness not occasionally happened, but I always believe is you who always guarding me, always..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7009239110719065790-3867570303414913786?l=sozaisinchan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>SiNChaNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07096874569859345238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7009239110719065790.post-18033708719426727122010-04-06T16:25:00.004+08:002010-04-26T11:59:45.721+08:00回忆.. 渐渐一点一滴的回到记忆中..<br /><br />还记得小时候, 我总是那么任性, 那么小霸王。 你却没有说什么, 就是那么的放纵我, 任劳任怨..<br />还记得小时候, 我们去百货公司经过玩具部门, 我看到同款异色的老鹰机器人, 我苦苦哀求, 你买下来给我..<br />还记得小时候, 你买了整套超人系列的玩偶给我..<br />还记得小时候, 你买了很多 LEGO 给我和老哥..<br />还记得小时候, 你帮我冲凉时调戏我, 我用力地捏你, 你也没说什么..<br />还记得小时候, 老姐要求生日礼物是 roller-skate, 你却听成 rojak cake..<br />还记得小时候, 我都会和你到楼下的那片 " 羽球场" 打羽球, 偶尔会有其他小孩和我二打一..<br />还记得小时候, 打完羽球后我们会冲盐水来喝..<br />还记得小时候, 你就用四方形的褐黄色肥皂..<br />还记得小时候, 你就给我们每个人专属的口哨声..<br /><br /><br />还记得小学时候, 我弄不见簿子在哭, 你会骂我: " 哭了那本簿子会自己跑出来咩? "<br />还记得小学时候, 我因为口渴而任性, 把那支你买给老妈的 " 养命酒 " 给弄丢了, 你狠狠地打了我一顿..<br />还记得小学时候, 你会细心地教我数学..<br />还记得小学时候, 你买种种一系列的金币, 邮票给我收..<br />还记得小学时候, 偶尔我会和你跟老妈三人同床睡, 尽管床是那么小..<br />还记得小学时候, 我总是缠着你捉中国象棋和 forfeit 棋, 却又没赢过你..<br />还记得小学时候, 你会拿很多的宠物报, 南洋学生回来给我们看..<br /><br /><br />到了中学, 你总会说我穿着邋遢, 一点学生样也没有..<br />到了中学, 你总会帮我按摩颈肩, 说我肌肉硬化, 少吃鸡肉的好..<br />到了中学, 你总会教我打坐, 说种种打坐的好处..<br />到了中学, 你总会带我去看楼下你种的那堆草药, 我都不知道哪个打哪个..<br />到了中学, 你总会问我报纸那些我也不会的华语字, 然后查字典..<br />到了中学, 你总会问我要不要去金河, KLCC 还是哪里哪里, 我都情愿在家..<br />到了中学, 你总会问我要不要打羽球, 我宁愿对着电脑..<br />到了中学, 你总会在客厅睡觉或打坐, 我都叫你进房间睡..<br />到了中学, 你总会在睡觉时被我吵醒, 因为有人打电话来找你..<br />到了中学, 你总会每天凌晨关着灯看电视, 偶尔电视还没关你却已经睡着了..<br />到了中学, 你总会叫我去中华会堂还是什么的问一些东西, 我都会说不顺路或者不知道地点..<br />到了中学, 你总会在拿成绩册的时候在老师面前数落我..<br />到了中学, 你总会叫我看一些纪录片如 “向世界出发”, 我都不当一回事..<br />到了中学, 你总会叫我吹口琴给你听, 我从来都没有在你面前吹过..<br />到了中学, 你说过要学电脑, 我却没有教你..<br /><br />还记得有一次, 回吉打的路程中, 你和老妈吵得很凶..<br />还记得有一次, 你教我学 motor, 我不会操作结果跌进沟渠.. 我没有扶你起来, 丢下你和 motor 回家, 还让你被老妈骂一顿..<br />还记得有一次, 你跌 motor 伤得很严重, 老妈叫我喂你吃饭, 我却没有..<br />还记得有一次, 我在父亲节做了一张卡给你..<br /><br />至少, 在我人生中还没有遇过比你更没有脾气和耐性的人..<br />可是, 我却为你做了什么?<br />你为我牺牲的时间, 金钱, 精神, 相等于我为你付出的无限倍..<br />我, 真的没有为你付出过什么..<br /><br />至到最后, 那一通电话, 你还是因为老妈生病而关切地打回来,<br />我却敷衍地回答你..<br /><br />如果, 可以再重来, 我希望我的回答可以给你那么一点安全感,<br />至少你不会这么快离开..<br /><br />到最后我依然相信, 你是带着关心, 担心和忧虑离开的..<br />我不敢说我真的爱你, 因为我早就丧失这个资格了..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7009239110719065790-1803370871942672712?l=sozaisinchan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>SiNChaNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07096874569859345238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7009239110719065790.post-24650294490515858452010-02-02T17:26:00.003+08:002010-02-02T17:50:14.272+08:00Tuesday, February 2, 2010<br /><br />考了一场试, 做了一个实验, 跷了一堂多余的课, 睡了一觉, 做了一个梦..<br /><br />也不算什么, 就是一场梦而已..<br />梦中情节, 朦朦胧胧就是我带大学和中学朋友一起(明明就是不认识彼此的两gang人)<br />去到一间租来的屋子吃东西, 然后还有 真实世界迷你版的 plants vs zombies..<br />种了也觉得好笑.. XD<br /><br />在要离去之前才恍然大悟, 这不是我家吗? 怎么会让租出来让外人使用的?<br />朋友离开后, 赶快收拾好, 老妈和老姐也从买东西回来了..<br />惊奇, 我却没问为什么..<br /><br />或许, 潜意识在暗示我, 是时候回家了..<br />或许, 我开始在想家了, 即使平时好像不什么在乎..<br /><br />不要紧, 还有一个星期, 家应该不会发生什么才对..<br />有老爸在, 我知道我们全家人都不会有事的..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7009239110719065790-2465029449051585845?l=sozaisinchan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>SiNChaNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07096874569859345238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7009239110719065790.post-54679292624041585452010-01-05T12:28:00.002+08:002010-01-05T12:46:36.740+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold;">2010年1月5日 晴</span><br /><br />霎时清醒, 在梦中我还在怀疑那个<span style="font-weight: bold;">身影</span>是不是你, 很明显像是你, 却又很<span style="font-weight: bold;">模糊</span>..<br />在我印象中, 除了你的照片以外, 我没有见过你<span style="font-weight: bold;">绑发兼放发</span>的模样..<br />你就坐在那里, 静静的, 眼神放空, 看向远方..<br /><br />但, <span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-weight: bold;">梦乃梦, 梦中的你不是你, 梦中的你却依然保有你的清秀美丽..</span><br />新的一年新开始, 世事依旧无常循环变化,<br />我知道你我的距离已经拉<span style="font-weight: bold;">远</span>, 不复当时..<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">眷恋</span>固然<span style="font-weight: bold;">美好</span>, 却是种<span style="font-weight: bold;">病态</span>, 无法长存..<br />既已知道结果, 何必去强求? 委屈自己?<br />我依然故我, 不为谁所动, 贯彻自己的信念,<br />再<span style="font-weight: bold;">暗</span>的路还是需要走的, 只为<span style="font-weight: bold;">报恩</span>, 不为其他..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7009239110719065790-5467929262404158545?l=sozaisinchan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>SiNChaNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07096874569859345238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7009239110719065790.post-14494130288768996562009-11-02T21:27:00.002+08:002009-11-02T22:12:01.443+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">再次梦见你离去的背影, 我没有跟随你的脚步, 又辜负你了.. </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">或许我真的要改一改我的人生观了, 追逐你的梦想, 放手一搏 !!</span><br /><br /><br />是的, 我梦见您了.. 我忘了我做了什么梦, 其他所有的情景或际遇都不记得了,<br />只记得你问我要不要一起去一个地方, 我大概在想着要做其他的东西而拒绝了..<br />看着你慢慢离开, 仿佛在叹气, 我才醒悟, 为什么我没有跟随你?<br />因为我根本就没机会再见到你, 我果然没有改变, 还是酱自私,<br />不愿意陪你走那么一次, 就算是在梦里面..<br /><br />恨, 恨我自己的无能和自私! 为啥我没有跟着你走?<br />如果我跟着你, 或许我不会想要在醒来, 我想一直跟着你走,<br />我想和你撒娇, 任性, 只因为是在梦里..<br />我却没有这么做.. 我只是会给自己瑰丽堂皇的借口..<br /><br />悔恨, 当初没有随你的意愿..<br />悔恨, 最后一通电话时我接的..<br />悔恨, 走的是你不是我..<br /><br />没有如果, 我只想再次在梦中见到您,<br />就算随你走到哪我都无所谓, 去哪都好,<br />就算永远停留在梦中也好, 我也想要弥补欠你的恩惠..<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">老爸, 老妈, 晚安..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7009239110719065790-1449413028876899656?l=sozaisinchan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>SiNChaNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07096874569859345238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7009239110719065790.post-49579548660147437592009-11-01T18:59:00.004+08:002009-11-01T19:30:25.437+08:00这一篇是在我有感而发写下的.. 或者更明确地说, 是在我梦醒的那一个纪录下来的..<br /><br />人生如梦, 梦如人生, 不陌生吧? 确实, 总会有些仿佛梦过的情景发生在现实世界中, 却又无法肯定..<br />或许当我在写这个梦的故事的时候, 这个梦永远都只会是一个梦, 不会再发生了.. 应该说, 那是不可能再发生的事情才对..<br /><br />梦里的情景依稀记得的, 是个雨天..<br />不晓得我为啥会背着一个吉他, 在尊孔国中的食堂出现。 毕竟我已经毕业了, 根本就不会有人知道我是谁。hmm~ billy 也出现在我的梦中, 或许只是路过的角色, 负责帮我把吉他拿走的人物? 呼呼~<br /><br />食堂的走廊, 有三个女生, 是穿着浅蓝色制服的, 也就是国中生穿的女生制服。<br />起初我根本就不认识她们, 因为都是billy 在搭讪啊~<br /><br />上倒去上面, 在走廊中, billy不晓得失踪去了哪儿, 我就一个人坐在围墙那..<br />三个女生两个坐我右边一个坐我左边, 跟我玩一些小孩子游戏 =='''<br />是蛮亲切的, 有种温暖的感觉.. 其中一个好像是叫<span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;">阿西还是阿诗</span>的, 我也不懂为什么当时就给我非常熟悉的印象, 就连我梦醒了也都还记得她的微笑, 可能很像我一个朋友, 确实完全不同的两个人。<br /><br />之后她们好像要开会, 就酱走去kadet polis开会了。我看到还在下雨, 没事干就走上去礼堂参观参观一下, 哪知道就目睹了一场疑似凶杀案的事件.. 是很怪, 不过我没兴趣, 就醒了。<br />问题在那个叫<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">阿西</span>的女生, 皮肤蛮黝黑的, 瘦瘦, 笑起来很<span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51); font-weight: bold;">甜</span>, 很玩得开, 重重在我的脑海中重叠的印象, 实在让我感到疑惑.. 当这篇文章写出来的同时就代表她不会在我现实生活中出现, 但当我忘了她曾在我梦中出现, 又怎么记得她的样子? 她貌似一个小我一天的女生, 感觉却是截然不同的两个人..<br /><br />或许明天就是大考所以压力过大了, 最近总是发一些古怪的梦..<br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">阿西</span>, 虽然我们只在梦中见过那一次面, 不过我倒想感激你曾是我一瞬间的朋友,<br />因为你的笑容确实很<span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51); font-weight: bold;">甜</span>~ ^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7009239110719065790-4957954866014743759?l=sozaisinchan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>SiNChaNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07096874569859345238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7009239110719065790.post-49198662922673385662009-10-26T22:00:00.010+08:002009-10-27T21:55:24.264+08:00<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <o:officedocumentsettings> <o:relyonvml/> <o:allowpng/> 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>创立这个<b>部落格</b>将近一年的时间了</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >..<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >就让这一次的纪录叙述我在</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >大学的点滴</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >吧</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >..<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" > <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><br /><!--[if !supportLineBreakNewLine]--><br /><!--[endif]--><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><br /><!--[if !supportLineBreakNewLine]--><br /><!--[endif]--><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" >9</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;" lang="ZH-CN">月</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" >3</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;" lang="ZH-CN">日</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" > </span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" >11:39pm</span></b></span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><br /><!--[if !supportLineBreakNewLine]--><br /><!--[endif]--><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><b><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >好想你</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >..</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >你是否过得比我更好</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >? </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >答应我</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >,</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >要等到我回去</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >..</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >不要想我</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >,</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >只要再见的时候记得我就好</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >.. </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >晚安</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >,</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >甜梦</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >..</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >这是我为了</span><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >Bobbi</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >而写下的心情</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >因为我感叹</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >,</span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >相比人类</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >,</span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >狗的一生何其短暂</span><span 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style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:18pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >已经</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >不想再次</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >体验了</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" >.. </span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:18pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >害怕</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" >,<span lang="ZH-CN">害怕你比我更早走</span>.. </span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >你会想念我么</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" >? </span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" 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lang="ZH-CN" >开始</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >确实是</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >很朋友的朋友</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >,<br /></span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >到</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >后来</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >依然只是连</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:18pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >最普通的朋友都不如的朋友</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >而已</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >..<br /></span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >到处都是</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >勾心斗角</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >处处</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >玩心机</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >根本没完没了的</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:18pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >闹剧</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >..<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >亲身体验过的遭遇</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >早已</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >麻木</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >了</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >.. </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >如今我会继续走</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >哪怕是孤身上路</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >走到粉身碎骨为止</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >我还是会继续走的</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >.. </span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >是为了替你走下去你所走不完的路</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >..<br /><!--[if !supportLineBreakNewLine]--></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">9月18日 12:05am</span><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><br /><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" > <!--[endif]--><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><b><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >相信今天的不幸是为了迎接明天的更幸运，</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" > </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >是一件很幸福的信念</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >~ ^^</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >同时间遇到<b>多重打击</b></span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" >,<span lang="ZH-CN">当真让我的心情跌到</span></span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:18pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >超越</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >谷底</span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" >, <span lang="ZH-CN">简直到达地心了</span>..</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >依然记得那天</span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" >,<span lang="ZH-CN">我的第二个模型报废了</span>.. <span lang="ZH-CN">想到只剩三天就要交货了</span>,<span lang="ZH-CN">怎么样也赶不及完成</span>..</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >倒是有</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:18pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >阿</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >Teh</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >在确实是我的</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:18pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >超级强心针</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >呐</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >~</span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" > <span lang="ZH-CN">嘿嘿</span></span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >~<br /></span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >虽说他帮了少少</span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" >,<span lang="ZH-CN">不过他的</span></span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:18pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >话</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >却帮了我不少</span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" >.. </span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >打从心里衷心地感激</span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" >,<span lang="ZH-CN">要没有他的</span></span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >陪伴和相助</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" >, <span lang="ZH-CN">恐怕我就继续沉沦下去了</span>..</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >谢啦</span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >老友中的老友</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" >~ <b>^^</b></span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" ><br /><!--[if !supportLineBreakNewLine]--><br /><!--[endif]--></span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" >10</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;" lang="ZH-CN">月</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" >3</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;" lang="ZH-CN">日</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" lang="ZH-CN"> </span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" > </span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" >11:58pm</span></b></span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><br /></span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;color:yellow;" lang="ZH-CN" >手机满载你的晚安讯息</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;color:yellow;" >, </span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;color:yellow;" lang="ZH-CN" >如今却想念平时的一封晚安</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;color:yellow;" >.. </span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;color:yellow;" lang="ZH-CN" >习惯孤独</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;color:yellow;" >, </span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;color:yellow;" lang="ZH-CN" >却抛不开寂寞</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;color:yellow;" >.. </span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;color:yellow;" lang="ZH-CN" >满月下的你是否过得安好</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;color:yellow;" >? </span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;color:yellow;" lang="ZH-CN" >晚安</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;color:yellow;" >,</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;color:yellow;" lang="ZH-CN" >甜梦</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;color:yellow;" >.. </span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;color:yellow;" lang="ZH-CN" >以及这个中秋你过得比谁都快乐</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;color:yellow;" >..</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >跟<b><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">薰衣草</span></b>的关系降到了<b>冰点</b></span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >不</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >应该说</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:18pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >突破</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >了冰点</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >..<br /></span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >是为什么</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >? </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >我不<b>主动</b>的关系还是她真的不想再让我踏进她的世界</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >?<br /></span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >已经无妨了</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >因为怎么样也不会跟她有任何的关系了</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >那怕是连</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >朋友</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >都</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >..<br /></span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >曲折离奇</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >也无法形容我们之间的关系怎么会演变到</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >这地步</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >了</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >..<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >或许我的</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:18pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >怠惰</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >就是</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >罪魁祸首</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >吧</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >..<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10pt;" ><br /></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10pt;" ><br /></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10pt;" ><br /></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" >10</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;" lang="ZH-CN">月</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" >11</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;" lang="ZH-CN">日</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" > 1:22am</span></b></span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><br /><!--[endif]--><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >再<span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">善良</span>的<span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">狼</span>也会吃<span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">羊</span>，吃过<span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">羊</span>的<span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">狼</span>就不会被当成<span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">善良</span></span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >..</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><b><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >狼</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >总会给人的印象</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >,</span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >就是色<b><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">狼</span></b></span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >或是</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:18pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >负面的人格</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >.. </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >有人会相信这世上存在着</span><b><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >善良</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >的<b><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">狼</span></b>么</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >? </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >或许我就是</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >第一个</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >.. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >理所当然</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >到了</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >山穷水尽</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >的地步</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><b><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >狼</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >也会狠下心肠去吃</span><b><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >羊</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >这乃</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:18pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >弱肉强食</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >的</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:18pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >万物之理</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >..<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >当<b><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">狼</span></b>吃过</span><b><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >羊</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >之后</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >所有的</span><b><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >羊</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >都会惧怕<b><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">狼</span></b></span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >因为会带给它们</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:18pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >生命</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >的</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:18pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >威胁</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >..<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >要当一只</span><b><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >善良</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >的<b><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">狼</span></b></span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >恐怕是不可能的事</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >.. </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >如果有一天</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >真的存在着那么一只</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >宁可饥饿死去也不愿吃</span><b><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >羊</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >的<b><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">狼</span></b></span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >世人是否会对<b><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">狼</span></b>改观</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >? <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >不会</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >所有人都只会批评那是只</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:18pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >愚蠢</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >的<b><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">狼</span></b></span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >而不会发现他的</span><b><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >善良</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >.. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >这就是一直从长久年代开始被灌输的</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:18pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >偏见和误解</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >..<br /><!--[if !supportLineBreakNewLine]--><br /><!--[endif]--><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><b><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" ><br /></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><b><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" ><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-size:85%;" >10月16日 1:10am</span><br /></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><b><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" ><br /></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><b><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >好人</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >我是做不成的了</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >, </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >所以不要指望我再做</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >好人</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;color:red;" >, </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >好</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >么</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;color:red;" > ? </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >再</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >好</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >的人</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;color:red;" >, </span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;color:red;" lang="ZH-CN" >坏</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >过一次就会被人记得他的</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;color:red;" lang="ZH-CN" >坏</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;color:red;" >, </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >多</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >好</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >都难以弥补他的那一次</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;color:red;" lang="ZH-CN" >坏</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;color:red;" >.. </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >所以干脆做</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;color:red;" lang="ZH-CN" >坏人</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >好</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >了</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;color:red;" >..</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >我不做<b><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">好人</span></b>的原因</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >是因为我从来不认为我有做<b><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">好人</span></b>的<b>资格</b></span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >..<br /></span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >我不做<b><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">好人</span></b>的原因</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >是因为我<b>永远</b>背负着那个<b><span style="color:red;">罪恶感</span></b></span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >..<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >我不做<b><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">好人</span></b>的原因</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >是因为</span><b><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >好人</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >总是<b><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">被期待</span></b></span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >我不喜欢<b><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">被期待</span></b>的<b>感觉</b></span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >..<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >我不做<b><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">好人</span></b>的原因</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >是因为我所<b>向往</b>的你是<b><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">真正</span></b>的</span><b><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >好人</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >我<b>模仿</b>不来</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >..<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >我不做<b><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">好人</span></b>的原因</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >是因为我真的找不到还有比你更</span><b><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >好</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >的人</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >..<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >我不做<b><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">好人</span></b>的原因</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >是因为做</span><b><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >好人</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >真的<b><span style="color:red;">好累</span></b></span><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;color:red;" >, </span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;color:red;" lang="ZH-CN" >好累</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >.. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10pt;" ><br /></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10pt;" ><br /></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10pt;" ><br /></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10pt;" ><br /></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" >10</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;" lang="ZH-CN">月</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" >17</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;" lang="ZH-CN">日</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" > 6:07pm</span></b></span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><br /><!--[endif]--><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><b><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >从你离开的那一天起</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >, </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >我就选择了走上孤独之路</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >.. </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >为啥离开的是你不是我</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >? </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >不孤单却孤独</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >, </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >你留给我的负担沉重到我永远也忘不了</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >.. </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >不是为己而活</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >, </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >是为你而继续走下去</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >, </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >尽管走下去依然孤独</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >, </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >我也会为你</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:18pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >完成你走不完的路</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >.. </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >不后悔</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >, </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >没有后悔的余地</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >, </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >残留的只有</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:18pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >永远磨灭不了的愧疚</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >..</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><b><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" ><br /></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><b><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" ><br /></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" ><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-size:85%;" >10月20日 10:57pm</span></span><b><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" ><br /></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><b><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" ><br /></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><b><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >光</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" > </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >和</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;color:black;" lang="ZH-CN" >影子</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >互相并存</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >, </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >有</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >光</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >就有</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;color:black;" lang="ZH-CN" >影子</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >.. </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >你是</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >光</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >, </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >我是</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;color:black;" lang="ZH-CN" >影</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >; </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >越接近</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >光</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >的</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;color:black;" lang="ZH-CN" >影子</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >就会毁灭</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >.. </span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;color:black;" lang="ZH-CN" >影子</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >只能永远活在</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >光</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >之下</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >, </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >在遥不可及的</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >光芒</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >下享受</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >光</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >所带来的</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >温暖</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >和</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >寂寞感</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >.. </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >你是</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >阳</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >, </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >带给大家</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >温暖</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >; </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >我是</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;color:black;" lang="ZH-CN" >月</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >, </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >会让别人</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >心寒</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >.. </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >阳</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >和</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;color:black;" lang="ZH-CN" >月</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >只会分别出现在</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >白天</span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >与</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;color:black;" lang="ZH-CN" >黑夜</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >, </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >没有正面之缘</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >, </span></b><b><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >只有擦肩而过</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >..</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><br /></span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >才发现我们根本就是两个世界的人</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >(</span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >也许只是我逃避你的借口</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >), <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >好怀念当时和你的闲聊</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >尽管是最普通的闲聊也让我</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >高兴不已</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >(sampat..)<br /></span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >或许关系难免会变质</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >我从来都只会怪罪在自己身上</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >(</span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >当然只有我自己知道</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >)..<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><br /></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">24October 10:32pm</span><br /></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><br /></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >not i used to accompany loneliness, but is loneliness used to accompany me..</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >There's always have time that we're </span><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >alone</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >.. </span><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >Loneliness</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" > is fair, </span><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >she</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" > will accompany everyone<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >no matter one is </span><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >alone</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >.. So, I dare to said I'm not alone since she's always beside everyone at any place, anywhere..<br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">25October 1:09am</span><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><br /><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >wish to send u a msg, but afraid u already in sweet dreamz..</span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><br /><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >Maybe</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" > I'd getting interest with you, making my mind unconscious.. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >Maybe </span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >thinking of you, making myself becoming sweet in the heart.. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >Maybe</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" > I'm giving a chance to myself to open my heart to you..<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >Maybe</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" > you'd asleep, <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >Maybe</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" > you haven sleep yet, <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >Maybe</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" > I'll dream of you, <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >Maybe</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >.. Is time for me to sleep and meet you in my dream..<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10pt;" ><br /></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10pt;" ><br /></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10pt;" ><br /></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:10pt;" ><br /></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;" >25October 11:35pm</span></b></span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p><br /><!--[if !supportLineBreakNewLine]--><br /><!--[endif]--><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >突然感到害怕，害怕该如何面对你．．如果这一次我拒绝，就好像我没有下一次的机会了．．</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >突然</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >你问了这么个问题</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >让我防不胜防</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >仿佛是在试探我</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >也许只是纯粹问问</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >.. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >不过我的脑海中却只能浮现你问我的企图是前者</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >只因为在那之后你再也没回复</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >可能我想太多</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >不过我承认</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >当我真正在想某件事的时候是真的会想很多</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >但是想得再多依然无补于事</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >因为决定权在你手中</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >被你判了死刑我也不能说些什么</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >..<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >也许机会真的就那么一次</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >我始终还是选择了<b>我的意愿</b></span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >不是<b>你的期待</b></span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >..<br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><br /><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal; font-weight: bold;"><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><span style="font-size:85%;">10月26日 9:56pm</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"><br /><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><!--[endif]--><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >如果说每一个选择都需要套上一个理由</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >, </span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >我选择孤独的原因就是要抛弃依赖性</span></b><b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:13.5pt;" >, </span></b><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >我选择你的原因就是相信你是可以寄托的依赖</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >依赖是与生俱来的</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >我的依赖性</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >远比任何人想象中还要强</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >.. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >没办法</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >要抛弃依赖性最好的方法莫过于孤立自己</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >哪怕是别人眼中的怪胎</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >我有</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >我的处事原则</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >.. </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >当然</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >要</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >信赖</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >一个人是需要</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >时间</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >的</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >如果我没珍惜你无私的友谊</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >当是我看走眼了</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >.. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >因为我根本不想沉沦于</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >太过友好的情谊</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >之中</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >.. </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >对任何人有所保留是必要的</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >既然我和其他人可以和平相处</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >却不能和你相处的原因在于啥</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >? <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >我不敢理直气壮地说是你的问题</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >因为</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >我本身</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >也有</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >问题</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >.. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >但是</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >在我心里想着的</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >不是你或我</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >其中一方</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >的问题</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >而是</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:18pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >不同的场景和事件</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >造就了</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >隐形的一道墙</span></b><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >看不见</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >, </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >触摸不到</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >却隐隐约约在我们的心里</span><b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:13.5pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >感觉</span></b><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12pt;" lang="ZH-CN" >得到</span><span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" >..<o:p></o:p></span></p> <span style=";font-family:&quot;;font-size:12pt;" ><o:p></o:p></span> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7009239110719065790-4919866292267338566?l=sozaisinchan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>SiNChaNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07096874569859345238noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7009239110719065790.post-19511638922275802182009-02-17T22:11:00.009+08:002009-02-20T01:38:11.591+08:002月4 细雨纷飞<br /><br /><br />答应去 <strong>Taman Pertanian</strong> （干什么不知道），兜到警察局问路，<br /><strong>kao lat ne~</strong><br /><br /><br />去的人分别是：顶爷，<strong>fi,</strong>铨，丽雯<strong>，billy,</strong>兴钟<strong>，pin，teh</strong>和我<br />活动：骑脚车（ <strong>干!衰 </strong>就 <strong>衰 </strong>在我和 <strong>fi 不会骑!</strong>）在雨中学也不管用，<strong>haiz</strong>~<br /><br /><br />之后...<br />聚集在雯家后，出发去<strong>GOBI锯排</strong>~<br />主要人物：雯,<strong>tu,peter,teh,pin,sam,fi,billy,sin,</strong>兴钟，庭忠，铨，顶爷<br /><br />一班肖郎，<strong>12.30a.m</strong>散场，又来第二场...<br />主要活动：打机，打机，还是打机，还有赌（嘿嘿~）<br />当真是一班肖郎，3.37a.m.才甘愿散场（好累<strong>=.='''</strong>）<br /><br />本来只打算过一夜的，哪知...<br />3天2夜，呕买尬！！<br /><br />第2天老王来了，依然是以赌为生的生活..(顺便干了一罐Carlsberg,不错^^)<br />晚上......<br />玩烟火，不过都没有什么威力，有点失望<strong>=.='''</strong><br /><br />第三天，枕头大战（fi还放了个屁，够力炸倒，严重到自己也无法自制的狂笑）<br />之后大家都照旧回到日常生活，等待着下一次更疯癫的聚会...^^<br /><br />待续...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7009239110719065790-1951163892227580218?l=sozaisinchan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>SiNChaNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07096874569859345238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7009239110719065790.post-21762734644160618952009-01-29T22:50:00.002+08:002009-01-30T01:38:57.597+08:00今天go billy 家拜年（说好听点，主要就是拿红包，赌，还有赌而已^^）<br />一点半在 light lrt 站等，我是最早的，干。。<br />其他人陆续有来，迟到也不算很迟啦，反正等的时间用来吹水都不够~<br /><br />到的人有~顶爷、teh、ham choong、老王、芸、yyt、ng、fi、zyao、铨、<br />还有atu～<br /><br />ＴＨＥ　ＧＡＭＥ　ＩＳ　ＢＥＧＩＮ！！！<br />放下书包，拿了红包，打开钱包，拿出钱钞，<br />快快坐好，牌已派好，自然就好，钱不会少～<br />开始赢的，后尾输回去（２１点）<br />开始又是赢的，后尾又是输回去（麻将）<br />我干。。<br />阿ｔｅｈ连赢６回合，假到屁酱，<br />我跟 zyao 就ｊｉａｌａｔ咯。。<br /><br />另一边芸ＯＮＧ到。。也是很假＝．＝<br />我ｌａｐ　回来的ｆｒｅｅ　ｇｉｆｔ不够派，失策失策～<br /><br />今天心情不错，很多水吹，之后去看ｕｎｄｅｒｗｏｒｌｄ３<br />还好啦，不算很烂，因为我喜欢狼^^<br /><br />凌晨和ｖｉｃｋｙ交谈了一点，觉得她有那么一点孤独吧。。<br />详情另一篇自然会出现的了，现在我还在和阿ｔｅｈ斗着 bao jin dap，<br />i win 8:7 , ggggggg~~<br /><br />待续．．．还在和ａｆｉ和ｔｅｈ周旋着～=.="'<br />1.40a.m.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7009239110719065790-2176273464416061895?l=sozaisinchan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>SiNChaNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07096874569859345238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7009239110719065790.post-22067281238446247982008-11-23T23:54:00.002+08:002008-11-24T00:16:10.861+08:00今天是寄放到 Bobbi 阿姨家的日子，<br />是因为老妈要回吉打参加我叔的婚礼，<br />我和姐又考试，哥又做工，没办法..<br /><br />其实长想，大人老是笑笑说狗的坏话，<br />要不是语言不通，他们真的没感觉么？<br />他们感觉比我们人类更强烈，<br />从他们摇着尾巴欢迎我们回来的样子就知道了。<br />尽管如此，大人还是笑笑说狗会不会饿死啊，绝食啊，失眠啊..<br /><br />我同情 Bobbi ，因为他什么都不知情，<br />他是如此忠心、胆小、怕寂寞、恋母情结。<br />如今他被寄放在阿姨家，会以为我们抛弃他了吗？<br /><br />罪恶感丛生，却是不争的事实。<br />狗的一生没人类复杂，但比人类短暂。<br />这种折磨会为他带来更大的不安感吧..<br /><br />如果他每天可以呆在家，闷，总比不见家人好吧。<br />试问，你在孩童时代被寄放在外星人家中，会有什么感想？<br /><br />我不认我忠，我只对自己忠，不是对别人的感情忠。<br />就算我忠，别人可对我不忠，那么我的忠又有何意义？<br />别人赞我忠，批她不忠，难道她会反省然后对我忠？<br />唉.. <strong><span style="color:#3366ff;"><em>如果人的忠诚度有狗的一半就好了..</em></span></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></em></strong><br /><span style="color:#000000;">Bobbi 阿 bobbi，不要活的遗憾，不要伤心，睡吧..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7009239110719065790-2206728123844624798?l=sozaisinchan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>SiNChaNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07096874569859345238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7009239110719065790.post-50880336090509794762008-11-09T00:02:00.004+08:002008-11-09T14:43:42.807+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:100%;" >初章：天台的回忆<br /><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);font-size:100%;" >在中二那年，我喜欢上了她。<br />知情的不必问是谁，不知情的问知情的是谁^^<br /><br />当时我蛮喜欢华文节的，还记得那时候有周记这样的玩意<br />那时只是觉得她很可爱，<br />就很害羞地在运动节问了她对我怎么看（都不晓得我那时哪来的勇气）<br />然后就开始了<br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">我人生中第一场，也是最后一场 puppy love<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">或许当时的我很自卑，总是时不时发脾气<br />交换周记，是我和她的最肉麻举动<br />（如果现在和任何女生这样做，我会起鸡皮 =="'）<br /><br />周记是我和她唯一最特别的沟通方式，令我最难忘的，是和她，还有阿tu去到时代广场(timesquare)的天台，那时ts刚建好不久，不晓得她怎么撩到那个秘密电梯，唯一可通往天台（仿佛同去天堂）的电梯..在上面往下俯瞰的风景当真难以喻言，或许那是我第一次感受到，和喜欢的人在特殊的地方的感觉是至高无上的..<br /><br />是理念不同吧，我和她只牵过一次手，还是无理取闹牵回来的 （呵呵）<br />不欢而散，就这样结束了.. 事隔这么多年，我较想感谢她改变了我的性格，不再如此灰暗<br />现在她身边有个男生在为她兜兜转，虽然他的眼神对我不善，至少她还是有人要的，不是么？<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255); font-style: italic;">祝她幸福，我的初恋情人<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">（虽然只牵过一次手）</span></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7009239110719065790-5088033609050979476?l=sozaisinchan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>SiNChaNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07096874569859345238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7009239110719065790.post-65706557395216588262008-11-08T23:09:00.005+08:002008-11-09T14:42:58.421+08:00<span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">暂时还没什么灵感.. </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">今天拿 muet 心情不错，错就错在我愉悦的期待再次被沉船了..<span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);"></span><br /><br />结果到头来没有好事发生..<br />混蛋rapid司机，叫我到对面等，<br />结果到头来还是不载，当真是kanasai..<br /><br />今天的题目是物质主义，<br />我第一个想到的是你，因为你是现实主义，<br />（materialistic &amp; realistic发音差不多嘛）<br />我如此有心，你也不会知道的..<br /><br />今天当真出问题了，开始嚼起戒了多年的口香糖..<br />嚼ing 的时候，发觉生活其实也和口香糖没差别..<br />开始的时候兴致勃勃，之后淡然乏味，最后情也不留得舍弃..<br /><br />今天是约定之日，你爽约了..<br />说好的约定呢..？<br /></span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">我常常在想，是我太在意与你的约定，</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">还是你从来不把和我的约定放在心里？</span></span><br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />或许，我还在期待那微妙的第三次机会<br />或许，我很想握紧你那看似纤细的小手<br />或许，我想每天都可以陪你一起说些话<br />或许，你从没想过我对你有这么多或许<br /><br />或许，我是时候去看看我房间的狗仔了<br />或许，他又梦到陌生人所以在那梦吠了 （bow.. bow..）<br /><br />或许，你不知道我把你生日当手机密码了 (19xxxxxx)<br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7009239110719065790-6570655739521658826?l=sozaisinchan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>SiNChaNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07096874569859345238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7009239110719065790.post-73023862656423551342008-11-07T00:47:00.002+08:002008-11-09T14:42:11.193+08:00<span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;" ><strong><em>天台的回忆（周记）;合作社室的回忆（Polo钱包）;手机的回忆(黑白猪);巴士上的回忆（指定位置）;奔跑的回忆（雨伞）;都是无可取代,最快乐的回忆^^ </em></strong></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><strong><em></em></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Verdana;">不同故事，不同际遇，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Verdana;">不同人物，不同场景，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Verdana;">不同时间，不同SiN情。</span></strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Verdana;">SiN的故事，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Verdana;">将一一收录于此..</span></strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7009239110719065790-7302386265642355134?l=sozaisinchan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>SiNChaNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07096874569859345238noreply@blogger.com0