曇天

Rain will never fall apart.. After rain is there any rainbow will appear?
For some people, there isn't any rainbow exist, just like there's only despair in their world..
For some people, rainbow is just a natural phenomena, nothing special..
For me, rain is use to console everyone's heart..

Rain might caused flood, landslip and etc..
However, those are truth, inevitable disasters.. What else can we do about that?
It might be naive to just believe the rain can wash away any irritation,
and ignore about those victims of floods who really suffering because of continuous rain
is a selfish thinking, but in our heart how many people can we save even we worried about
the rain? I admit I'm not as great as other people who really work themselves to the
disaster region, and I can't do much about every death in this world, I only can, pray
those who left this world go freely without worry, and for those who suffering,
hope they can overcome their sadness as long as they keep living for their future.

What else I can remember from rain? Yeah, is that day..
The day that really cry for our sadness, I'm grateful that the sky
also cried for us.. I knew, I can't keep fall myself into darkness..
So, rainy day might affected my mood, but I rather believe that rain is for joy,
is cleaning this world.. An umbrella is to to avoid from getting wet under rain,
but, my umbrella always reserve a slot for no one..
Nothing to get sad for, since there's no one worth for my arm to getting wet for now..

This world, everything is contradictions. Since everyone is hoping not to getting alone and wanted a partner, but they only reserve their heart to somebody who will never be the one
in their life. If everyone realize, everyone is hoping for a hand to hold and a back to rely on,
but not for stranger, just for their ideal. Because of the ideal, everyone complaining they're still single. You do not open your heart to other people, how can they walk into your life?
Else everyone will not cross your life if your door is eternally closed.. I, myself also won't open my heart to all people because it's all depends. Worthy or not, I won't regret about it.
All is just in 1 word, trustworthiness..

I couldn't deny I'm alone, but I'm not alone in my heart. I always believe of family, and also the one who always guarding me in my life.. The luckiness not occasionally happened, but I always believe is you who always guarding me, always..